Return to God

OK I'm back ... I've been gambling. But for whatever reason I wanted to come here and just say, that I'm ready to quit, yet again.

I'm not sure if anything or anybody can help me, but I'm iving this a shot. But for the Grace of God go I. Hopefully I will be ok. I want a life that cannot be imagined, and through all of this, I think God will lead me out to a newfound freedom that I will not be able to recognize.